tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-79288386978452119452024-02-20T16:57:08.276-06:00Girl, Interrupted by PolymyositisThis blog is intended to chronicle my experiences with Polymyositis, a chronic autoimmune disease that involves the body's own immune system attacking and inflaming its muscles, resulting in debilitating weakness and other complications. I hope to provide a resource for anybody looking to others' experiences with the disease.Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger96125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-51086120876630983342016-02-15T16:17:00.001-06:002016-02-15T16:19:14.741-06:00Healthcare Reform: Don't Get SickI am back to life. Back to running, back to energy, back to myself. I had a flare in the 2nd half of 2015. While it wasn't physically debilitating, it presented some interesting symptoms:<br />
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<li>I got face markings: a rash that went from my forehead down the sides of my face and onto my neck/chest. I also have redness and red spots on my knuckles.</li>
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<li>I got overuse injuries that wouldn't heal: a shin splint, my inflamed IT band, and one thing after another. My body couldn't heal itself from the everyday wear and tears.</li>
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Somewhere around Christmas, I noticed that my face markings faded just a bit, and the body aches/pains subsided. I've got the faintest traces of peach fuzz on my face when I do an extreme close-up look in the mirror. I still have the face/neck/chest markings and knuckle rash, however, as well as a little of the voice hoarseness. Fortunately, this is cosmetic. Most importantly, I feel like myself has returned. I feel well and happy, which is a huge relief. I hope it sticks around.</div>
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Here's what I think happened: Miraculously, I never suffered muscle weakness. Instead, I think that the Polymyositis turned into Dermatomyositis. What I felt was a flurry of increased autoimmune activity while that was going on. I'm just glad it loosened its grip for the time being.</div>
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Although a blow came today with a call from the new rheumatologist's office. I had been struggling with my current rheumatologist, who seemed to have some trouble helping me navigate this flare. I experienced quite a bit of frustration with the way that it was handled. It also turns out that he is dropping out of my insurance network, so the breakup had to happen anyway. There are 4 rheumatologists in a 2-county area here. I've already burned through one. I went to the next 2, who are in the same clinic. After establishing my primary care physician within their network, I learn that they have a 2 year waiting list to get an appointment. Uh. What? I am blown away. 1) I am scared. What are we supposed to do in the meantime? What if I get sick again? I don't know what to do next. I can't keep navigating a system like this. 2) Why in the hell couldn't they have told me up front that it wasn't going to be an option? I have been trying to switch rheumatologists for 10 months now. The first attempt took 6 months, and I got a straight-up rejection. Not taking my case. This last attempt chewed up another 3. More pointless co-pays that are going to result in rejection. </div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-10032276387061148882015-11-23T16:15:00.001-06:002016-02-15T16:49:12.478-06:00Autoimmune face<br />
My face is on fire! I don't know if you can see it in a picture on the computer. My face has been red during this "flare", particularly my cheeks and a swath on my forehead/eyebrows/eyelids. It even feels hot to me, like a sunburn. And acne! Nice bonus symptom, there. Just in time for the holidays!<br />
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Too much information: no nose hairs mean constant nasal drip. Constant nasal drip means painful, crusty nose! <br />
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What the. Seriously. My freak show of a body keeps the fun coming!<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-9686286053364554122015-10-14T09:17:00.002-05:002015-10-14T09:20:32.412-05:008 things I wish people knew about my diseaseI saw this <a href="http://www.vox.com/2015/10/12/9488359/I-have-lupus">blog article </a>on Facebook this morning, about some things people living with lupus think and experience, but that no one really knows about on the outside. It spoke to me, especially during a time when I am feeling about "80% of my pre-disease self". Many of these things really resonated with me, as lately it's been so hard to present myself as a happy, normal, working, vibrant person. And then I thought of all of those parents and friends who love and support us with these realities in mind. As always, I am grateful for you.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-40894759012464236632015-10-01T08:33:00.000-05:002015-10-01T08:33:09.901-05:00October 2015Whoa. So it's been a few months now with some symptoms. Now, I know that many, many people with autoimmune disease have symptoms all day long, all the time, every day. And it's a heroic feat to simply manage those symptoms day after day, week after week, month after month... and on and on. <br />
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But I've had some issues since around June. I think I've mentioned it, but my hair (what I had, which was a baby-quality head of hair and peach-fuzz body/face hair) all fell out. Stark. Like, my face felt like I had taken a razor and shaved it clean off. Reynaud's kicked in during the month of May, and I even had an attack in the month of July. July! I had a sensation of throat swelling. I started getting nagging injuries that wouldn't heal, my muscles felt heavy, and my joints were sore. And then there's the general sense of feeling unwell. It was pervasive. All-consuming. And very mood-altering. (I'm speaking in the past tense as if it's all cleared up. Not quite, but I have been feeling a bit better...)<br />
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I spent quite a bit of time and money seeing specialists (yes, my Rheumatologist actually had me see a Dermatologist... to tell me that I had alopecia... which I've had since I was 8 years old.). I switched primary care doctors in order to get a better grip on my perception of control. I went through weeks (no, months) of trying to navigate the system, figure out what I should do next, being told that no rheumatologist in town is accepting new patients, etc. Feeling like garbage every day. Finally, a bloodwork appointment rolls around. And the biggest frustration? My CPK was normal. How am I supposed to validate my symptoms without a diagnostic? <br />
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I am either experiencing some overlap symptoms from related conditions (lupus, scleroderma), or I am having early signs of developing a more encompassing issue like mixed connective tissue disease. The most awful thing is that there is no way to know and/or prove it clinically. When I told my doctor about these symptoms, he said, "How can you be sick? If you're sick, then why is your CPK normal?" How do I respond to that? I'm not sure. Maybe it doesn't matter if he doesn't pile on the diagnoses... maybe he's saving me from having a laundry list of pre-existing conditions. Would it matter in my treatment plan anyway, whether I was diagnosed as having "polymyositis" or "mixed connective tissue disease"? <br />
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I think I would like to switch doctors, but it's not as easy as it sounds. My first choice isn't accepting new patients. There's one more option in town at the local hospital. What if it's worse over there? She doesn't know my history or understand that I have to run. I <i><u>have</u></i> to. If I submit myself to that process, and don't like where it's going, <i>then</i> what? It's scary.<br />
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I have been feeling just a little bit better over the last week or 2. I don't know if I'm just having a good couple of weeks, or if the symptoms are abating a little on their own. I'm glad for a little relief, but there are fewer answers than ever. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-49055399997083124452015-08-26T11:05:00.002-05:002016-01-05T16:22:07.803-06:00Ok, so what was that about? That last post came out of nowhere, right? Well, so do autoimmune symptoms, sometimes. It's really hard to draw the line between the 78th day of a bizarre symptom (just some abnormality that is ok to remain unexplained and probably goes away on its own) and the 79th day (when you decide it's an autoimmune thing and start to panic). The big difference is that when you're in "ok, it's autoimmune and time to get help" mode is the DOCTOR PARADE. <br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-85123483704420463382015-08-18T21:33:00.001-05:002015-08-19T05:40:31.935-05:00But you don't look sick...... which is the 5-word summary of life with Autoimmune Disease. No, fuck that. AI doesn't deserve capitalization. It's not fair. I have been feeling symptoms since late Spring, and I'm finally starting to crack, mentally and physically. Not a flare, just a slow burn of symptoms that have ground me to a halt. Not a literal halt, work is fine and activities of daily living are intact. Symptoms started in late spring when I got injured (again) with IT band syndrome. I started getting Reynaud's hands in May (May?!). All of my hair fell out, and even small peach fuzz on my face. I have a lump in my throat that is noticeable when I swallow and talk (I don't know if that's thyroid or just some esophagus swelling). I have dry nose and a weird rash around the edges, and my lips are dry scales. My back tingles often. And all of that is livable. (Except the IT bands.)<br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-55359379484979668072015-07-21T09:40:00.001-05:002015-07-21T09:40:11.523-05:00Summer or leave itHot and hot. That's how I feel during summers. I don't know if this a thing, but I feel like my health blips always come in the summer. Is that common? It's never anything drastic, just an increased feeling of difficulty. My IT band injury always acts up in the summer. I'm more fatigued in the summer. I could probably take a nap every day after work if I let myself.<br />
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I'm up to 5 miles of running since being down and out with another IT band flare-up in May/June. Whatever I did to get back to this point, I hope I keep it up and keep this thing moving in a positive direction. <br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-63134043624815192112014-12-06T09:32:00.000-06:002015-01-19T10:54:33.096-06:00St. Jude 2014Marathon weekend! This year did not disappoint. I was ready for a good event weekend, since last year's was cancelled due to an ice storm (!). I was on the pace team at 3:45, so I had a little bit of nervousness leading up to it. 3:45 means that I have to train, and then pray for light winds and a temperature under 65 degrees. <br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-44286300181428985162014-09-10T17:14:00.003-05:002014-09-14T09:00:28.845-05:00Physical Therapy, or Why I Wimped out of the Traveller 100All talk, no dance. Yes, I am injured. Yes, I also chickened out. A little from column A, a little from column B.<br />
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I hadn't actually signed up yet, but I really wanted to. Sign up, that is. What I ended up not being sure of, though, is that I actually wanted to run the race. <br />
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The main problem is that I told everybody I know that I was going to attempt the AT100 this year. My running friends, my co-workers, random people from across the state that I happened to run into during training... it's hard to keep that kind of training under wraps. Bailer-outers earn questionable reputations. On the other hand, folks got their own lives to worry about. We'll all get over it.</div>
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And here I am nursing a bit of ITBS. While it is frequently sore (in a low-grade, general way), it seemed worse and more acute than usual one evening while out for a powerwalk in my neighborhood. Same story the next morning when I tried again. So I stopped. I decided that I was injured, set up physical therapy, and shifted gears completely. And I felt...</div>
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I've taken a good, hard look at my nutrition during the last 2 weeks. It had gotten bad. Training for a hundo meant that I practiced eating as much as possible before and during the run, and practiced burning that fuel as slowly and efficiently as possible. And as it turns out, I'm pretty efficient at storing fuel. So, a few pounds that settled in need to come back off, and I need to get as un-inflamed as possible. Just take a little break, lay low, and re-set. Get right, get healthy, and look forward to the next one. We got this.</div>
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Runner: Hello, Mr. Stick.<br />
Stick: Hello.<br />
Runner: Are you a snake?<br />
Stick: No.<br />
Runner: Are you sure?<br />
Stick: Yes, I'm quite sure.<br />
Runner: Yes, you're sure you're not a snake? Or yes, you are a snake?<br />
Stick: Yes, I am sure that I am not a snake. I'm just a stick. This is very obvious.<br />
Runner: Oh, ok. I'll go around, then. Please don't bite me.<br />
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Runner: Don't kick that rock. Don't kick that rock.<br />
Rock: Don't kick me. Go around.<br />
Runner: Don't kick that rock. Whatever you do.<br />
Rock: You can do this.<br />
Runner: *thud* F@#k! What the ***? Ow!<br />
Rock: *shakes head*<br />
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Gun time: Starting to get chilly. Wind is really kicking up... conditions are about to change, and fast. Kept jacket on for the start. Excellent decision. Rain came as we waited on the starting line. Temperature dropped 30 degrees in 3 hours. By the finish, the rain was sleet. Hard sleet. Hands defunct by mile 20... can't open gel, can't re-tie shoe. Still trucking at the 3:55 pace that I was assigned on the pace team with no fuel and an untied shoe. Had a couple of eager finishers who were going to make it, and I was happy for them. We ended up just a couple of minutes ahead of pace, thanks to the urgency of the course closures happening just behind us. Thank God for the VIP tent, space heaters, and hot chocolate.<br />
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And that's it. I stayed a few hours too long at the after-party and had a hair-raising drive to Conway, where one of my best college friends was prepared to host me for the big snow-in. I finally made it home on Tuesday afternoon. <br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-36070838157734955422014-02-11T13:35:00.003-06:002014-02-11T16:21:00.800-06:00The long winterFebruary 5. The 3rd snow day in a row for those of us in education. I don't mind it, but it throws havoc into my syllabus. <br />
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I'm gearing up to lead a pace group again in the Little Rock marathon. I was sick last year, and it killed me to miss it. I feel a sense of responsibility on this one. Every other time, I'm running for myself; and even if I've built the event up a bit, the only person that it ultimately affects is me. The pacing gig is much more externally focused. I am expected to enhance the race experience of hundreds of participants, and the pressure is exhilarating! Any little pain or any break in training makes me hope and pray that I'm not going off the rails at the 20-mile mark. I'm so looking forward to it. <br />
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That said, my pesky left IT band let me run through the fall, building up to some decent mileage, although I'm nowhere near the kind of shape I have been in for previous seasons. I ran the 25K ascent up White Rock mountain last weekend, and I'm afraid to say that my IT has been a little sore since. It was fun to throw caution to the wind and hammer away at those hills without having to turn around, but now I'm holding my breath a little. <br />
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It's been a cold winter, too. We've had quite a bit of pesky frozen precip that keeps refreshing itself with a fresh glaze of ice every morning. (so it seems). With the sore IT, it's just as well. I'm going to say that my training is in the bank, and a little bit of an extended taper will probably be ok. <br />
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Nothing new on the PM front, although I had a bone scan to celebrate 5 years of being on Prednisone with no break (except a brief one that sent me into a flare a couple of years ago). I was confident, but it came back on the borderline low side of normal. I immediately went out and bought calcium chews, even though I have pretty good nutrition and do plenty of weight-bearing exercise. On the other hand, my liver continues to flirt with the borderline high side of normal. Hm. I always feel like I'm squeaking just under my doctor's approval threshold. I'm still on Arava, which still seems to be working. I switched over from Methotrexate a few years ago after a series of flares that indicated a decreased effectiveness. So far, I have not had a flare on Arava, although I have small fluctuations in my CPK every so often. <br />
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I've been curious about digestive enzymes lately. I don't think I've blogged this, but about a year ago I started taking probiotics, and it has made a difference in my hair growth. I have a two-thirds head of baby-quality hair... not enough to look normal, but a definite difference between the alopecia totalis that I have had for so long. I have been considering enzymes as the next step in approaching autoimmune disease from a digestive system angle. I'll keep you posted...<br />
<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-33750308104701108482013-10-07T13:40:00.000-05:002014-09-12T08:33:42.436-05:00Arkansas Birthday FunI turned 36 on Saturday. Where is the time going? I celebrated with two very fun and very, very different races: The Chile Pepper Festival and Arkansas Traveller 100. <br />
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(aside: I had some kind of unidentified and undiagnosed flare back in July/August. It was acute and very painful, rather than gradual and lingering, and was over and done with by the time school started. I was very, very uncomfortable, and completely freaked out, but it turned out to be a false alarm. The neurologist said that it could have been a random bout of Guillen-Barre. The specific tests that I had for inflammatory markers were clear for anything more serious... not to say that there aren't other problems elsewhere. A huge relief, although I apologize to my friends for taking my "alarm" so seriously. Thank goodness for my support system.)<br />
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Back to the birthday. I have always enjoyed either running or working the Chile Pepper. It's a huge college, high school, and junior high cross country meet that has an Open 10K before the other races start. It's one of the bigger community events, and so much fun. Looking back at a spring/summer dominated by injury and illness, I haven't been running much, and was in no mood to register, which turned out to be a good decision. I got up at 5:20 to get out the door for my 6:00am shift, and could see the lightning start to flash in the west as I rode my bike there. We were just ahead of a strong front, and the 73 degree low was going to be the high for the day. Sure enough, 30 minutes before gun time, the storm hit and we were in a wait-for-it delay for the next 3 hours. The 10K was shortened to a 5K, and I have never seen so much mud and water on a race course. I have no idea how the rest of the day went, but I'm sure that it was a long one for alot of people. I worked until about noon, and headed home to get warm and dry before setting off on adventure #2 for the day. <br />
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By 1:30pm, I was on the road to the Arkansas Traveller 100, a 100-mile footrace through forest service roads in central Arkansas. My purpose was to meet a friend from grad school, run the last 16 or so miles with him, and then be a designated driver back to Fayetteville. We (a friend from F'ville who was doing the same thing for another runner) shot for Copperhead Aid station, mile 52 and 64 on the course, giving an opportunity to see runners twice within a few hour period. We spent the time chatting with friends who were crewing other runners that we knew... Mark DenHerder's whole family was there supporting his race, and he would go on to finish 5th. Scott Rogers appeared soon after we did, crewing his wife Eunika, who finished her first 100 that day. Ultra-friends are good for the soul. Around 7:30pm I saw my buddy head through inbound looking very strong and making good time. About then, the same system that had gone through Fayetteville that morning was bearing down 200 miles to the southeast. I felt bad for my friend who was driving me down remote roads in the pouring rain to meet my runner at the last crew access point at Lake Winona. It's not easy to get there, and she was going to have to go all the way back only to find that her runner had dropped. I was at Winona for maybe an hour and a half, when Matt came in wearing every article of clothing that he had packed. We took off, and he was moving purposefully. Once his inertia got in motion he was ready to run, and there were a few times when I felt that I was downright pushing it just to stay with him. Every time he dropped something (a much-needed glove that I never could find), or I lingered behind to finish up at an aid station, it was a tempo run to catch back up. After the uphill jeep road to Electronic Tower aid station, the road smooths out and tilts down for some really smooth running. There is one more technical section before the final 2-3 miles, and we just put our heads down and concentrated on minimizing rock-kicking and staying smooth. Once we hit the final run-in that passes Lake Sylvia and eventually turns to pavement, I estimate that we were doing 8:30 miles. He let me know that he was hurting, but I tried not to let him dwell on it, and he willinglly engaged whenever I would change the subject. His words once we hit the pavement: "Let's see what I've got left." He finished in 22 hours, good for 10th place. <br />
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It's good to do something totally out-of-routine. How often do you run through the night with everything you need on your back? I heard coyotes in the forest at 2:00am while completely alone. I saw stars that I have probably never seen before. I felt like the world was so much bigger than me and the petty structures that I allow my life to revolve around. The world seems so large, and yet things seem so simple. Pack light, stay warm, watch your step, and keep moving. Ponder the absurdity of running through the forest at 2:00am. Feel the cool night air on your skin and in your lungs. See where the treetops open up to a clear sky full of stars that you've probably never seen, and realize that you would be missing it all if you were in bed back home. Monday comes soon enough, along with the other 364 days of the year. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-44870523162245900812013-07-23T12:05:00.002-05:002013-10-07T14:09:19.244-05:00Shakeup in the symptom logWell, caught in the limbo between "not a big deal" and "potentially life-changing". Which, as you know, is a huge variance. At this point, I have no diagnostics. I wish they were easier and/or quicker. I hate the parade of specialists. I also hate the process of ruling out everything else under the sun before you pinpoint that yes, you are more susceptible to autoimmune disorders and whatever you are experiencing is probably related. <br />
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So before I even start... <br />
Yes, I am doing yoga. No, I don't need a new mattress. No, I didn't herniate a disc in my back. No, I didn't do this to myself by running too much. <br />
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Symptom Log:<br />
July 8: Wake up in the early a.m. with back pain/discomfort. Too severe to comfortably go back to sleep. Thought it odd.<br />
July 9-14: Nighttime back pain gets worse, to the point where I am not sleeping at all during the night. Up, down, pacing, stretching, yoga poses, crying, cursing from about midnight to 7am every day. Feel crazed with pain and exhaustion. Pain shakes off during the mid-morning hours, and aside from being tired and worried, lead a fairly normal day. Sunset feels like a death sentence.<br />
July 15: Start to feel some leg weakness, walking to work gets harder. Skin on legs and torso feels tingly, itchy.<br />
July 16: See rheumatologist. Do full blood panel, urine, and back x-rays. <br />
July 17: Feel like my lower half has less feeling than my upper half. Can feel the dividing line of sensation/strength somewhere around my belly button. <br />
July 18-23 (present): Nighttime back pain has stopped. Loss of sensation in legs and lower half is as strong as ever. Tingly fingers, tingly skin on legs/torso. Altered walking gait. General discomfort. <br />
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Of course I'm googling like crazy. I've narrowed it down to some self-diagnoses, but haven't confirmed any. Have not heard from my rheumatologist, which makes me question the inflammatory nature. I would imagine that I'm headed to a neurologist. I'm scared, but trying not to jump to wild conclusions. Although I'll punch the next person who asks me, maybe I did herniate a disc and pinch a nerve. But in my experience, if it looks like autoimmune disease, walks like autoimmune disease, and smells like autoimmune disease, why would it not be the first guess? My rheumatologist told me once that there's really no benefit in piling on the diagnoses, unless it alters the treatment plan. Makes sense to me, especially with the nature of health insurance these days. However, I think one benefit is mental... knowing what I'm dealing with, knowing where my fight lies. <br />
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Seriously, what next? I'm starting to feel like Calamity Jane, here. Trying to balance Type I and Type II error in my sensitivity to health changes is a serious mental game. Friends tell me that it's fine, that I have every right to freak out, but I feel like I'm starting to bog down the environment with my issues. <br />
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Have a good week. Be nice to your friends who are working their way through hardships. <br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-58072259818593165592013-06-24T15:17:00.000-05:002013-06-24T15:17:18.064-05:00ITBS, part IIIWell, it's been a while since my last update in March, but I must say that nothing has been happening. Nothing. Because I'm on the couch again with IT Band syndrome, a miserable, miserable running/cycling injury that involves an inflamed band of connective tissue that runs between the hip and the outside of the knee. I had a bout with it 2 years ago that ended in me having a PM flare and increasing my Prednisone dosage. Not this time, though. Or so far, anyway. My bloodwork has been normal, so I've got no choice but to heal this thing the old fashioned way: rest, stretching, strengthening, and massage. It's exhausting. I'm a little overwhelmed with the attentiveness to the daily rehab routine. It would be so much easier to just run for miles and miles in the heat, up hills, through poison ivy and chiggers. God, do I miss that...<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-83832259075911102462013-03-30T10:36:00.003-05:002013-03-30T11:39:23.814-05:00A DNS and A DNFThe last day of March 2013 is one I'm happy to see. I've had better weeks than the last 2 months' worth. I ended up not starting the Little Rock marathon, where I was supposed to be a pace group leader (which is one of the most fun things I've ever done). I came down with some kind of cold/flu the week prior, and as usual, held my breath to see how that whole thing would turn out. The last few illnesses that I've had have turned out to be severe and rather lengthy. Upon getting over my initial disappointment at giving up my job at Little Rock, I soon began to worry about carrying on with obligations past that, such as my big annual work conference (NIRSA), and another trail event that I had really been looking forward to. <br />
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In hindsight, I'm not sure that I could have finished the LR marathon. I have been noting some signs of inflammation in the last few months. For those wondering, here is what I feel: 1) My period stops. Too much information, but I've noticed that when I'm getting a regular period, I'm generally healthy. When it stops, there is something wrong in my body. It has been this way since I initially got sick. I didn't get a period for a year when I had my first PM onset. It was a welcome return when it finally started again. I haven't gotten a period in 3 or 4 months now, and started worrying that inflammation was coming when I first noticed. 2) Of course, this correlates with winter, but I have been getting Reynaud's symptoms in my hands and feet more than I do when all is well. 3) My eyebrows/eyelashes had filled in a bit during the last year, but have been thinning out again in the last few months. 4) The skin on my lips, hands, and feet feels constantly dry and tight (again, this correlates with winter, but it's more than what I feel is a regular winter dryness symptom). 5) I'm prone to nagging injuries, primarily IT band syndrome on my left side. My body can't repair itself from normal wear-and-tear situations. The IT band has been like a palpable thermometer for me over the last few years... it seems vulnerable to increased inflammation and lets me know when things are running hot. <br />
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So, I didn't start Little Rock, but I did start 3 Days of Syllamo, which is a 3-day stage race in north-central Arkansas. My favorite trails in the state. The weekend was warm, which was a factor. But I really dragged. I ended up dropping about 10 miles in on the 2nd day with IT band pain, but also because I was generally really having trouble moving quickly. Legs were churning, but nothing was happening. Two weeks later, I am feeling fine on a day-to-day basis, but I have been resting, working in the pool, and trying to draw back to the basics of attentive self-care. I'm not sure what would happen next if turns out that this is a flare. Running a few miles today to see what it feels like. <br />
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So... a little bit worried. Then again, I worry alot. :-) Just holding here for a bit to see what shakes out. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-50984634112504742302013-02-17T18:03:00.003-06:002014-02-11T13:22:56.840-06:00White RockAt the risk of evoking eyerolls from my more seasoned bretheren, I'm sometimes reminded that I'm getting older. When doing an event for the 3rd, 5th, or nth time, I realize that a year has flown by even though it felt as if I were just there. The annual events are ticking off, like miles in an effortless marathon. I swear, I just ran White Rock 2012. And yet there we were again a couple of weeks ago, at the Brannon Mountain Church about 40 miles east of Fayetteville, on a cool but sunny first Saturday in February. Whenever someone asks me what I'm doing this weekend and I reply, "running White Rock", the initial glimmer of recognition involves the massive marathon held in Dallas every December. This run is the delightful opposite. It's motto has always been "no fees, no frills, no wimps", which has ironically been printed on event t-shirts in past years (frill alert). <br />
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White Rock is close to home, which is a refreshing change from the runs requiring a 3:45am departure ahead of a 3 hour drive. This year I had some friends from Memphis who came all the way over just for the event. Not used to herding an entire household out of the door in the morning, we came screeching up to the start in my subcompact Honda just as RD PoDog was yelling "Go!". As we joined the jolly but small starting line, I saw that I knew about 2/3 of the field, and was instantly bombarded by friends congratulating me for making it. I ran to the first aid station in full conversation with several folks that reinforced the feeling of "home" that I often get in this situation. Running countless miles with others over the years has a way of turning the whole into far greater than the sum of the parts, and I am often touched at the sense of family that I feel in the presence of the running peers that I have gotten to know. Back to that first aid station... I stopped for what felt like a full 10 minutes to re-organize myself since I didn't have a chance to do it pre-race. A little embarrassing, but overall added to the relaxed tone of the day. I have a couple of events in March that have a little more pressure on them, so I enjoyed a true fun run. <br />
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-13948646969292616342013-01-06T10:08:00.002-06:002013-01-15T16:58:52.043-06:00Athens-Big Fork 2013Happy New Year. The first Saturday in January has been, for me, an occasion to head down to the Big Fork community center, just east of Mena in the western Arkansas Ouachitas for a trail run that heads south on an old postal trail over 8 distinct mountain ridges, then turns around and comes back. <br />
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This year's run was actually my 5th consecutive... it seems to have become somewhat of a rite on my calendar. The weather this year was perfect. Last year we had thick fog that turned into actual clouds at the top of the peaks, it was incredibly beautiful. This year's race day was cold, overcast, and perfect. There was still quite a bit of snow visible from a foot of Christmas day snow 2 weeks ago, especially on the northern hillsides. It made for some beautiful vistas when looking across the valleys. I started the run with a friend from Fayetteville, and we ran together for about 90% of the day. We found ourselves mixed in with a group of folks (obviously not from around here) who first asked about crew access points (none), kept taking wrong turns from which we called them back (although most people run bonus miles at some point or another), and delicately tiptoed through every creek crossing (there are about 30, all calf-deep thanks to the recent snow). We separated from them at the Blaylock Creek aid station, 5 hills in and the fun run turnaround. I think they eventually settled in at some point during the back half, and figured out that the rawness and simplicity of this run compliments the challenge. This event definitely does a good job of breaking down the often overdone business of running into its most basic elements: nature, terrain, perceptiveness, and toughness. Forget about the fancy stuff, it's just you and the trail today.<br />
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JP and I enjoyed a nice section after the Blaylock Creek aid station, and noted that hills 6, 7, and 8 were all pretty tough, especially 6. I used to think that 15 was the worst, but I've changed my mind. 6 had recently been bulldozed to create a fireline for some forest fires that occurred in the area a month ago. 6 was also the most difficult coming back down (which is 10 inbound), and it was there that I realized my downhill running has gotten worse. I kept the brakes on, and was very tentative in picking my way down on the technical sections. Where did that come from? Gotta work on that. We cruised into the turnaround with a large pack of marathoners, probably at the heart of mid-pack. I have a love/hate relationshp with the Texarkana crew that mans the turnaround... love their raucous joviality, hate that they are already enjoying their beers at 11am while I have 8 more hills to climb. The back half does a good job of breaking everybody up, and I anticipated picking off some inbound runners with the large and tenuous provision that we could keep the wheels on and keep a steady pace. Steady climbing, cautious descending, repeat. I felt strong all the way through the Tatur aid station with about 4 miles to go. I was anticipating running the last hill, because it's one of the easiest (there are only a few truly runnable hills), but I couldn't seem to find the gas pedal again once I left the aid station. Not that I didn't have energy... I wasn't bonking. I just didn't have the control or footwork to pick my way around one more rock, one more root, one more ankle-wrapping thorny ivy. The bottoms of my feet felt bruised, I was kicking everything in my path, and I was just tired of trail. Once I got to the trailhead and back onto the gravel road, however, I was running with plenty of strength, which is refreshing if you can make it to that point and feel that way. Apparently I surpassed my threshold for gnarly trail, but was fine with everything else. I finished in 6:25, 17 minutes off of my PR (last year). I think that I could have been a good deal faster with some better downhill running.<br />
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The most pleasant part of the run was that my two very common issues (stomach bloating and leg cramping) never happened. What did I do? I drank Gu Brew, Gatorade, and Heed, took 3 S Caps throughout the run, and ate your run-of-the-mill aid station food (potato chips, oatmeal pies, gu, peanut butter crackers). Maybe it was the ideal temperature. Regardless, I felt great, and other than the downhill skill deficiencies, I had a strong run. I dread it during the few days prior, can't believe it's that time again when I'm finally climbing those first few hills, and then enjoy it immensely once I get onto some of the higher hillsides and soak up the sense of place. See you next year.<br />
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<br />Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-1919181468448904832012-12-10T11:06:00.004-06:002013-10-10T13:56:56.555-05:00Recent race reportsHad back-to-back events the past 2 weekends, first the Memphis marathon, and then a low-key trail event in west central AR, on the Lake Ouachita Vista Trail.<br />
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<strong>Memphis:</strong> First of all, I tend to gush about this event, and for several reasons. It was my very first marathon back in 2007. My parents always come out and take great care of me, and by now I know exactly where they will be on the course. This year they told me that they were rushing out of the McDonald's as I came by near mile 11, and had hurriedly stuffed their McMuffins into their pockets because they thought it would piss me off to see them enjoying breakfast while I felt like vomiting. I have made great friends in the running community over the years, and since this is a running-themed weekend, they can usually all be found together and in good spirits at the cool-kid runner's bar, Bosco's in midtown. It feels like homecoming to me, all of my favorite things coming together at once. And aside from the sentimental stuff, the event itself is great. I've been around enough events to provide an experienced critique, and I would stack Memphis up among the best events in the country. As the event gets bigger, the crowds on the course have also gotten better. I don't perceive as many dead or lonely spots on the course as I did the first couple of years that I did the event. I love running through downtown/midtown... those areas are authentic "Memphis", and I feel immersed in the essence of home. The Redbirds stadium finish around the warning track is absolutely fantastic. I have never seen a better finish other than Boston, which isn't a fair comparison.<br />
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On to my race... I would have been happy with a 3:35, thrilled with anything under that, and ok with anything under a 3:37. However, it was 60 degrees at the start and 70/sunny at the finish, and I struggle in warm conditions. I floated along according to plan just behind the 3:30 pace group for about 18 miles with fairly easy effort. I saw my parents at mile 8, went through the zoo and museum grounds in miles 8-10, up Poplar avenue to meet my parents again during the McDonald's incident. The half peels off at mile 13, and the full runners loop around downtown again. Going up Beale twice is just fantastic. I can't help but smile and enjoy the "there is nowhere else I'd rather be right now" feeling. By this time, the clouds had burned off and the temperature/sun combination was becoming a factor. I started to feel the twinge of calf cramps somewhere in the Cooper/Young district, which is around 17/18. I had figured that there was a high probability of this happening, it is a common problem with me during warm runs. At that point, I had to stop and regroup every time I felt a clinch, which was happening every 5-10 minutes or so. My splits slowed to ~9:00-9:30 in those miles... there was only one more mile that I managed to run in 8:00 without a cramp, either mile 23 or 24. I don't think there was anything I could have done differently... my energy, hydration, and attitude were good, I just had to be cautious and pull up whenever I felt the familiar clinch. I finished in 3:40, which I wouldn't have been happy with under normal conditions, but was a good effort in the situation. I think I would have gone alot closer to 3:30 with 30 degrees shaved off, but catching the right temperature is pretty tough these days. <br />
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<strong>LoVit trail marathon:</strong> This was the 3rd year in a row that I went down to the Lake Ouachita Vista trail for an organized fun run. The event is part of the Arkansas ultra-trail series, and draws 50 or 75 folks. The trail is excellent... one of my favorites in the state. I love the eastern side of the Ouachitas, and this particular trail is between Mt. Ida and Hot Springs. It's very run-able, there are only a few sections that are rocky/technical or steep. If I complained about the Memphis weather a week prior, this day's weather was a doozy. Humidity was 90% ahead of a front that would be coming through that night, and again, the sun burned off the clouds once it got ahead of the treetops. I tried to stay with my hydration, and thought I did a decent job through the run. I only carried one handheld, but it was plenty. My first bottle I prepared with a Gu Brew tablet, and after that relied on Gatorade and S-caps. I made sure that I finished off my bottle completely at every aid station, which was uncomfortable and sloshy for a few miles until I absorbed it, but it seemed to work. I had a bit of stomach bloating, and a few leg cramp twinges, but nothing that felt horrible or slowed me down too much. Not anything like the previous weekend where I had full-blown calf cramps. I noticed a little bit of muscle fatigue after Memphis, and a little bit of IT soreness that I will need to watch over the next few weeks. I never walked more than a few steps at a time, mostly as I snacked coming away from aid stations. Still, I finished 15 minutes off of last year's time. The frontrunners reported being off by 8 or so minutes as well, so it was a warm day for everyone. <br />
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I like the variety on this course... the vast majority of it is very smooth, leaf-carpeted trail that allows for some consistent running. However, you get one significant climb up Hickory Nut mountain, and then a rock-strewn descent that really focuses you. Throw in some connections on utility roads, and you can enjoy striding it out for some variety. Note to self... The back half of the course is re-rounted to get the correct distance. The turnaround is actually around 14 miles, so RD Phil cuts a couple of miles off of the back half. I hit the summit in 2:25, and figured I had about 2 hours for the return trip. I overestimate the course re-route every time and think that the end is so much closer than it really is. I was expecting the road to begin around each bend, especially because I was using last year's time as a marker for where I thought I should be. About the time that I thought I should be approaching the road according to the 4:33 I ran last year, I saw the sign that read "Denby Point trailhead: 3." As in, 3 miles? Dang! Another false summit, and it was becoming clear that I was significantly off of my time. At least the trail is smooth at that point, so no concentrating on faceplant avoidance. I was happy with the rhythm that I kept for the last several miles, even though I was feeling the temperature. It was good to get back onto the trail, I hadn't done much off-road since the summer. <br />
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Down to 5 mgs of Prednisone, starting at the first of December. Positive so far, although I need to take care of myself the next couple of weeks and make sure that there's nothing nagging. I'm trying to decide if I'm going to do Athens-Big Fork again in January. I've had 2 good (really good) runs in a row there, and I'm scared of being due for a nasty suffer-fest. I'll probably go, there's no good excuse not to unless I have an injury. It's a beautiful trail and a great event, but it is far more difficult than your average long run. Must find a way to turn dread into excitement. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-56645100629242466392012-11-12T20:17:00.002-06:002012-11-13T15:55:27.413-06:00Today's revelationGot home from the pharmacy (I'm a pretty frequent customer), and looked at my packages. Did some quick math. I take $7 worth of pills every day, only about $1 of which comes out of my pocket. That's not even close to a fraction of what some treatments for this disease cost. One of my big fears involves insurance (more specifically, lack of). My work is switching insurance providers soon and my doc advised me to stockpile a bit of medication in case there was a battle for approval. Yikes! I'm not really worried about my current situation, I'm optimistic that things will continue on as usual. And I'm riding the tide of some fairly good recent years. I'm more impressed with the gravity of a chronic illness that has no FDA-approved treatments. Which isn't good if the insurance company (any insurance company) is looking for a reason for denial. <br />
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When I was a child, I tried some claims to get the cost of wigs covered, since I had alopecia growing up and had to spend my childhood and teen years bald. Can you imagine growing up like that? As a girl? It sucked, and I wore wigs in an attempt to have a somewhat "normal" look. But insurance said that they were cosmetic and denied coverage. Right. Like wigs are attractive enough to be remotely cosmetic. Did I think they were attractive? They looked fake, got tangled, and itched like hell. Believe me, I wasn't wearing them to look pretty. I wore them to avoid complete freakishness during some very sensitive growing-up years. <br />
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So, I guess those are my thoughts on insurance. I'm afraid of it, I don't fully understand it, and it really intimidates me. <br />
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That's all, folks. On the other hand, I am running the Memphis marathon in just over 2 weeks. I am not ready, I have been sick with some sort of cold or sinus infection or respiratory infection since August. It's come and gone, and I have run when I could, but it hasn't been consistent. Still, I love the event and am looking forward to it. My latest "cold" seems to be moving out right on time, and I am feeling pretty good at the moment. Happy trails.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-45443853956669310942012-10-10T20:54:00.000-05:002012-10-11T16:27:04.431-05:0050 milers and chest x-raysI'm here, I'm here. It's been a while. I am not as good of a blogger as I would like to be. I actually enjoy unplugging when I am away from work, and when I'm healthy, that means running, biking, friends, kickball, tailgating, and the like. But that doesn't mean that everything has been hunky-dory. Although it hasn't necessarily been bad, either. Here is what I've been up to...<br />
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I attempted my first 50-miler in July. It was along the Tahoe Rim Trail in California. I wouldn't say that I "trained" as much as I "prepared". Meaning that I didn't follow a specific plan outlining certain mileage targets every week. Instead, I aimed to complete a few key workouts during the couple months leading up to the event. Namely, I wanted to do a day-long run-walk, and I also wanted to stack some long runs on back-to-back-to-back days. And I managed to accomplish both of those to a certain degree of satisfaction. Another Tahoe runner and myself did a 9-hour run-walk on some trail and dirt roads around White Rock Mountain, which turned out to be perfect because it gave us some long uphill climbs and descents. I also tried to hit the 50-mile target during a 3-day weekend once or twice, and I got a few of those under my belt. The event itself was stunning, challenging, and invigorating. I have realized that I should probably create a separate race report page. I find myself wanting to tell the longer story of events, primarily for my own benefit so that I can remember the journey. But I realize that most people don't want to hear about tripping, puking, cramping, etc. Look for it in the future. <br />
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I had a bit of an upset stomach between miles 30-45, and was doing alot of walking in those miles, but surprisingly, felt better in the last 5 miles or so, and was able to run fairly decently on in. I was a little on the slow side, but was primarily happy just to finish. It's not often that I'm entirely happy simply with a finish, so I'm savoring that self-forgiveness before my next big effort, whatever that is. I spent the next week bopping around San Francisco with my brother and best friend, splurging on sushi, Giants games, and Athleta summer clearance sales. <br />
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So take an eager vacation-goer, add a condo full of athletic friends and energy products, too little sleep, a 14-hour run, and an ensuing week-long party in San Francisco... and you have the makings for an epic round of bronchitis. I came down with it on vacation at the end of July, and am still coughing up the last dredges of it in mid-October. Ugh. Over the years, prolonged respiratory infections have seemed to be the biggest side effect of Methotrexate/Arava. If I get so much as a cold, it will develop into full-blown bronchitis/sinus infection/whatever other maladies travel back and forth between sinuses and lungs. And it lasts for months. But finally, finally, I seemed to have pulled out of it. I basically missed the months of August and September... spotty work attendance, sporadic and light exercise, limited social engagements (who wants to sit next to the bald girl clutching a hanky and coughing uncontrollably?). I was worried for a few weeks there about lung damage or involvement, but so far I think I've escaped that scariness. <br />
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So here goes! I'm ready to live again. I would like to do the Memphis marathon again this December, and have started training for that. I found out over the summer that my Arava dosage was low (10 mgs). Pleasant surprise there, I'm not sure why I didn't know that I had been on a beginner's dose this whole time. In an effort to get lower than 8 mgs of Prednisone, we are bumping the Arava up to 20 mgs/day and decreasing the Prednisone by 1 mg per month. I haven't had a flare since last summer, but since then my CPK has been up and down, and in general, a bit unpredictable. <br />
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Changing the subject, thank you for reading. In general, when I don't post very often, it means that I have gotten preoccupied with other ups and downs of daily life. I find myself not knowing what to say, other than that I am often flattered to think that I can be a voice of reference or empathy. I think that reaching out to others is one of the best things that we can do. Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-81292013745944354352012-07-17T16:07:00.004-05:002012-07-17T16:07:53.776-05:00July 2012Summertime is with us, and it's hot and miserable, much like last year. The difference is, however, that I am running this summer. Sweet. I have a healthy body to date, but am still trying to wean down from the 10 mgs of Prednisone that seems to be what my body wants in order to stay active and pain-free. I can do ok around 8 mgs, but am much more vulnerable to aches and breakdowns. Not much has changed in the last several months. I have had a few small rollers in my CPK profile, but nothing that hasn't been quickly controlled with 10 mgs of Prednisone. <br />
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One of my large projects that I have been wondering about has involved whether or not a specialty clinic such as Mayo or Johns Hopkins would be a good idea. Both of those places have a much better concentration of Polymyositis specialists, knowledge, and patients than the average rheumatology clinic in small-city Arkansas. Before committing to it, however, I sought a local second opinion. The opinion was that I am basically getting a "bargain" in my treatment right now. Still responsive and highly functioning on relatively cheap and easy medication. I would probably not get any increased benefit from a visit to Mayo... which would be more appropriate if I had a tougher case to crack. I might travel a long way for them to say, "keep doing what you're doing." This consult also seemed a little more progressive and unafraid of new drugs that are coming to the forefront. He seemed a little bit more eager to embrace Rituxan as a beneficial drug, once FDA and insurance companies became more routinely accepting of it. I came away from this a little less afraid of other treatment options. Not that I have been afraid of the treatments themselves... it's more like I've been afraid of a <em>lack</em> of treatments. I am a little more confident now that there could be life beyond Methotrexate. <br />
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So yes, I'm still on too much Prednisone. 10 mgs is not bad, but still too much for everyday use. I feel that I move at a snail's pace trying to get off of this stuff, and I flare up so easily once I get to a certain dosage. (which, of course, the doctor explains away with my running habits. which, by the way, aren't <em>that</em> extreme. and also which I refuse to believe. Other people that I run with don't have CPK problems, do they? So there.)Unknownnoreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7928838697845211945.post-18132150293855381142012-03-21T06:37:00.003-05:002012-03-21T06:41:45.222-05:00Patent ideaHome CPK monitoring kit: No more waiting 3 weeks to know if you indeed have a flare coming! No more mind games with phantom pains and soreness! No more doomsday worries that your meds have stopped working! Simply prick and stop obsessing over your latest round of bloodwork. Now, that's peace of mind. <div><br /></div><div>Yep, I'd buy one. </div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3